Communication

How would you feel if someone important to you told you this when you quarrelled?

Fine.

Fuck this all.

I give up.

What do all this imply? I dun know about anyone else. This seems to me that you are giving up a relationship with me. And everytime there is a dispute, this comes up. Its rather disappointing and saddening to hear something like that and incredibly hard to swallow.

I agree that love is not enough. However, I also believe that love makes us go that additional mile. 100 miles, 100000000 miles for that case so as long as there is love. Love is irrationale. Love is also irreplaceable. I do not know if love will be enough but what I do know is that, Love once gone will never come back again. I have loved enough and braved enough storms to know what I what. I know I love you. I also know that I love you more than you love me. I hope that there will come a day I am loved more than I have loved.

Inadequate we are as human beings. Different we are from animals in that we have the ability to consciously want to be better. The ability to know that what we are doing is not enough and to think of ways to improve. Conscious enough to know that: "Hey this is what I want and I will do whatever it takes to make sure it happens." I also do know that it also takes two. It takes two to clap when one party is not committed to make it happen no matter what, it becomes a slap. Clap I want, slap I shun.

Life will never be smooth sailing. So as long as there is a portion of life that is good, Life is good. By that I mean personal health, wellness of family, etc. If you expect everything to go your way and then life is good: be thoroughly disappointed. Life is full of challenges and hardship. That has been the rule, the norm, the way things has been since the start of time. Its either you learn to handle the stress or you will collapse everytime you face a challenge. Please know that whether it be a challenge, or a 1000 challenges, I will be behind you no matter what.

I am rather disturbed and disappointed that you asked for some time off. No matter what happened that thought has never crossed my mind. Just to let you know that when you asked for time off, some part of my heart cracked. Take all the time you want. I will not disturb you again till you are ready. Call me when you need me. Take care.