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Sunday, February 25, 2007
Sentosa & Mustafa (SM)
Would anyone like to SM? Today marks the anniversay of my first SM experience. Many pple would refuse to SM. So did I. I never did like SM until today. SM surprised me in that I thought I would never enjoy SM-ing. I still don't. However, I learnt something from the SM experience. Anyway enough rubbish. Today, I brought an Indian officer around Sg. He asked where to buy cheap electronics stuff. I was like:"Sim lim"? The driver that was fetching us around in the MID car suggested Mustafa. And him, being Indian, eagerly agreed. TMD. I hate the smell of indians. Anyway, we were looking around and it turned out that Mustafa was cheaper than the shops along Little India. BUT BUT BUT. The big butt is that we found an even cheaper place. The place called Narajan opp e mosque at Little India. Eg. the W50 sony camera at a shop along little india costs about 290. At mustafa it was 285. At the shop Narajan it was 280. Power eh.
After searching for the bloody camera for 2.5hrs, the prata man wanted to sentosa. And so, for the first time in my life, I sat on a cable car. Waste of time and money. After that was the Underwater world. The last time I went to the park was 10 years ago. I remembered I took 2 hrs. Today, I went through the park in 15 mins. I was running after the Indian officer in my No 3. TMD. Hot like fark. That nigga is trained to run in India. I am not loh. I dun grab women by the road side and then run off with the bitch. Damn tired.
GTG need to meet my bitch in my sleep.
BTW, HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR. CHEERS.
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Friday, February 23, 2007
Busy busy
What can I say. My days have been hectic. On Fri, my fone didnt stop ringing since 8am. What can I say. 4 batteries and still not enough. I felt as though I was a fone operator. Work work work work work. Haiz. I do welcome the work though, it allowed me to keep my mind off the fact that my dear is not around. I miss my dear. I miss the things we do. I miss the times when we would joke. I miss the days when she would piss me off and vice versa. Time is sometimes not a good measure of the strength of a bond. In less than a month, we fought and conquered. It seemed as though it has been ages. Oh wells. The wonderful thing is that I get to see her in two weeks. HAHAHA.
Life is absolutely strange. I never expected things to turn out the way it is but it is so wonderful they way it turned out. Not a bed or roses but not the end of the world either. Through trials and tribulations, the bond becomes stronger. Tough times dont last, tough men (in this case women) do. =) Fight for what you want and at the end of day whatever happens you know that you have done your best. =)
The next week is going to be crazy. Have some serious shit coming up at work. Looks like my next weekend will be spent sleeping. =(
Counting down the days to see my dear again. 13 days.
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Wanted Dead but preferably alive
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Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Stressed
Everyone loves to be loved. I am no exception. Sometimes, when you least expect it, things happens. I am a believer of karma and I believed I have been a good boy. Even though santa claus didnt appear in the form of Leah in a skimpy top, I still got my christmas present in the end. I would never have expected me to love someone and be loved in return. Actually, I thought I was incapable of loving anyone else after the stints with my ex and the few after that. Then she came along, everything seemed so right. Even though, things have not been plain sailing, we managed to work things out. There were times I thought I could do without her but without her I got lost. And so I commited myself to the trials and tribulation of a relationship. Never have I felt this way about someone and I am glad I get to feel this way. Like many things in life, love does not come easy. I believe in working for what I want and I want happiness and I am willing to do whatever it takes to achieve that.
When I am troubled, her smile brings me hope. When I am happy, her presence around me intensifies the feeling of happiness. Feelings of happiness became feelings of ecstasy.
Work on the other hand has not been smooth. I believed I have worked hard but things do not turn out the way I want it to be. I believed work is work and you do not mix work with pleasure. However, I have been thinking about this concept and whether it does work. I just received feedback today that I am not exactly popular on the ship because I keep demanding standards from the men. Is it wrong to demand standards? Is it wrong to ask for more? Should I be like some of my superiors who cannot be bothered to do stuff and cannot be bothered to discipline the men? I am really quite sad. I have always believed that leadership is not a popularity contest but I have always believed someone would understand how I feel. Now, I think I should reconsider my own leadership management style. Oh well, its a learning experience.
I fall but I do not stay fallen. With each time I fall I rise up; better and more able to rise to the occasion.
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