Back to Work

Its back to the Navy for me. I got posted back to my old ship, Missile Corvette Valour. I like the MCVs, the culture is different from that of the PVs and the APVs. The Junior officers are treated like officers. There can be a certain level of professionalism and so the Specs can be trusted to do their job. I guess its because most of the staff on board on MCVs are of higher ranking or are more senior. I have got shit loads of things to catch up. The day passes by so fast and I feel like I dun have enough time to catch up. Sian. So much to do. I gave myself a goal of getting my refresher in abt 3 weeks. Must be pia. Need to get it so I can move on to my main job. Navigation. TMD. Damn scared. I have batch boys who are already my seniors in appointment cause they came back earlier. Sian. Focus, AI PIAH JA AI YA.

I got two days off. Ha ha. The ship is going for some shit that I am not trained for. LOL. SO much details eh. I can use these two days to go car shopping. Hahaha. GTG. Want go for a swim.

1st Blog entry in a long time

Ehhhhhhh whats up peeps. Been a while since I blogged. Kinda lazy and there are just too many things happening. Kinda feeling stoned and lazy on a saturaday. Had some drinks with a couple of friends at Robertson walk last nite. Honestly, I think I am getting a bit to old to club. Its the same shit everytime and I dun really pick up gals at clubs and so the story gets a bit stale. Now that I am back for good, I have been thinking about what I want to do with my life. I always believed in a well-rounded life. Career, family, gf, friends, religion, etc. Now that I am single, my lifestyle has been rather twisted that my mum raised a flag the other day. Well, I got to party hard. If someone comes so be it. Otherwise, I still have my family to take care of. Speaking of which, I am kinda excited about getting my new car. When I get my new car, the first thing I want to do is to bring my grandma to go eat some vegetarian meal. AAAYyYYYYEEE. Respectka to da man. My grandma is kinda old apart from her losing her eyesight, she is generally healthy. For that we should thank the gods.

It has been about a week since I came home. I have been meeting up with friends and packing my room. I think to me, packing my room is symbolic. It kinda shows my resolve to start anew in life, my will to truly move on. Like I always tell my friends, we will never forget the ones we loved before. They will always be somewhere in our hearts if we ever truly loved them. However, loving someone doesnt mean that the person has to love you. What we can do is to remind ourselves of what went wrong? What can I learn from this lost relationship and how can I make sure I dun repeat the same mistakes again.

Talking about relationships. I have observed something. Almost everyone around me is taking relationships to be means for a few seconds of intense physical gratification and exchange of bodily fluids. The amazing thing that I have noticed this natural pheonomenon not with the boys but with the gals. I would expect otherwise but unfortunately not. Times have changed, gone are the times when it is ok for a man to have many mistresses outside and a wife at home that takes care of the family. Gone are the days when a man is the king of the circus. Gone are the days when loyalty is a virtue and Dan is a virgin. =P I dun know about others but I think, personally, I find it hard to trust someone now. Maybe its just me. Ok I think its just me.

Talking about me, the world is always about me. Yes I am a self-centered asshole. =) I find it hard to train physically now. Been working out 7 days a week and trying to lose weight. I run every morning when wake up and do abit of weights before getting on with my day. The first few days was really hard. Now that I have been on it for about a week, I know I got to be consistent and carry on the training routine for a few more months. I do feel healthier and have higher energy levels. What is disappointing is that the intensity of my workouts are far from the intensity levels that I used to train at. Maybe its age. Age. I have aged. I noticed a bloody obvious wrinkle on my bloody forehead. TMD. I am really getting old. Hahahaa.

On a note of age. After the drinking session yday, we headed for some dimsum at geylang. My dear friend Dan suggested that we go have a walk around. OMG. I have never felt so embarrassed and shying away from eye contact. As far as I remember, I do not shy away from eye contact. I know no shame. =P As we were walking around the China realm, the gals were like shuai ge yao qu ma? We were like wtf qu where? Its like an ego trip for every man to walk there. Never would you get so many gals calling you shuai ge. If you have an ego problem, take a walk there. Oh yeah, out of point again. Anyway, as the gals where saying that they were making eye contact with me. God knows why but I actually shy away from the attention. I know that they are used guys looking at them, but I am not used to so many gals staring at me. At least pretending to be interested in me. Oh yes talking about commercial "sexizum", some men have erectile problems. At least according to the Aust radios, alot of men are humping like rabbits instead of being a tazamanian devil. Call AMI nasal delivery technique. To all the boys, you have been living in vain if you do not know her..... let me introduce you to LEAH DIZON! TAAAADDAAAA. She is a carshow model in the US. =) I LIKE. WOW WOW WE WOW. HOW MUCH? Her eyes are absolutely bewitching. If every women looked like her. I dun think there would be any erectile dysfunctional problems. =P Kiddin.

Talking about eyes, I think the first thing I see in a gal is her eyes before everything else. After that I look at he big package. I think men are visual creatures. Well at least it applies to me. However, I do think that in order to have a lasting relationship, there has to be progress beyond physicality. She does need to have a character. She doesnt need to be the female version of Al pacino but a few IQ points wouldnt hurt. Anyway, this only applies to all other women. Leah is exonerated. =) Ni Yao Qu Ma?