Humans are so wasteful. Wasting money, time, friends and many more. I just feel so disappointed with some pple. When they needed someone, you stood by them but once they stand on their feet, you are forgotten. I was raised not to forget gratitude. Its just a darn shame that pple who were once close in the past slowly distance themselves as they breeze through life. Its like the rites of passage of adulthood. If so, I choose not to grow up. LOL. I am rather disappointed. Distance is a problem but if you choose to create time for pple you care about; you will find means to the ends. Everytime I hear that someone has no time, busy with work, etc. I try to convince myself that there is a greater world out there and not all pple think like me. However, I think its good that I am headed a different direction. I once read that if you mimic someone with traits or values that you would like and if you follow exactly what that person is doing in life, you will get what the person has. To me, I am glad that I am acting differently from those pple. I do not want to make pple who are trying to make time for me to feel that our friendship is not worth my time. Hence, I choose to make time for pple whom I think are my friends no matter how busy I am. That is my value: Creating time for pple whom I care about. No excuses. No regrets. =)

Actually I shouldnt even be bothered about these pple. However, the half bitch in me says otherwise. Oh well. Its good though, it gives me a clearer insight of what I want.

I have been exercising almost everyday for the past 2 weeks. I feel kinda good. Exercising works away the excess energy, takes your mind off the worries of life and make you feel good after that.

I am kinda excited though. I just paid for a Golden Retriever yesterday. I know I shouldnt be buying a big dog but I am always prefered big dogs. I went looking yesterday and Ben, Xiao Bai Chai and me ended up at this champion breeder's door. I looked at the parents and they were gorgeous. And so I bought a creme one. Cute little thing. Imagine this baby growing up to be three times the size of Snowy. =) Btw, after thinking the whole nite for a name for the dog I decided to just keep her name that the breeder gave her. Cloud. Wanted to either name her Junior, Summer, Glory or Snowy again but then Cloud seemed better. Might as well. Hahaha. Cannot wait to pick her up in four weeks. ^ ^ I dun know why I just found out that I love dogs no matter what breed. I should have worked harder and become a vet. Or I could work to be a trainer. Hrm.... Time to read more on dog training.