Relaxed

Half a bottle of 2002 Penfolds Cabernet Sauvignon, candles, good music and a long soak in the bathtub. What do you get? =)

I feel refreshed. Time to finish up the remaining bottle.

Been rather busy the last few weeks with my dissertation, assignments, tests and presentation due one after another. Finally after completing them, I get to rest a few days. Was expecting me to be able to rest and feel refreshed but haiz.... NVM.

Sian 1/2. Tommorrow is going to be a new day, I gotta work hard to catch up with all the missed lectures and tutorials. Haiz, I had wanted to go see the sun rise tommorrow morning in the 4wd that I was supposed to buy. Well, I guess I am just not fated to have somethings bah. Actually, I am kinda proud of myself for being able to refuse to commit to a decision that I know I will regret later.

Sometimes I think I dun listen enough, my mechanic was telling me that Lada were known to have engine problems. I was like:"Hrm... I think it sounds and looked pretty ok". Sian 1/2 he was correct and I paid to learn a lesson. TMD. The wonders of a good degreaser. Next time anyone wants to sell a car, please degrease it properly. Noobs will think that the engine is ok.

The weekend was fun though, I finished watching season 2 of House Md. House rocks. He has an air of arrogance that oozes with intelligence. If only I had forsight like that. How cool would it be. =) And I need a life, staying at home and watching heaps of shows on TV is not a life. S*****. Hee hee.

Been trying to look for a song by Dionne Warwick called "I'll never love this way again" but I dun seemed to be able to find it. Bleah.

Why does it seem to be that pple only look for you when they need help? Hrm... that in a sense applies to me and that kinda sucks.

I think I am writting nonense now. There is no flow between one paragraph and the next.

I think I have ADD. I cannot concentrate on one thought... Argh. What was I saying?

Why is Snowy sleeping so much? Why am I sleeping so much? Do ants sleep? Why do I keep drinking winter kiss? Is it because I want a kiss in winter? ROFL! I wouldnt mind. ^_^

I want a 4WD so I can go camping and go to the places I was planning on going in June. I want so many things. Men are insatiable, or is it just me? Maybe its me but I am full from dinner and BBT now, so am I still insatiable? Maybe not. But then again, I feel like eating ice cream. Ok, I am insatiable.

My skin is so dry. I need to moisturise it. I think I am going to soak in the bath and listen to some Jazz. My room is so messy.

Argh, I hate it when I cannot execute my plans.

MSN is changing the way instant messages are sent. They are charging 5cents for each msg sent now. This effect has to be instant and impromptu cause that is the diplomatic reason for why some pple just dun reply to MSN msgs. The other reason would be that they are so busy that 5 seconds to reply an instant msg would kill them. Either that OR they are just plain rude and you are not important enough for them to take 5 seconds out of whatever you are doing to reply. Anyway, whatever the reason, I had enough. I am farking busy these few days yet I take the time out to reply and for some, I just aint important enough for 5 seconds of their time. All in all, you can go fark yourself in your own little world cause I had enough bullshit.

Rude ass bitches. Fark off and choke on air (not cursing, just hoping that it will happen). =P

Yeah I am happy that my dissertation is done. So many hours of work. Hope I will get a good grade for this. There is an acknowledgement section and this is what I wrote:

I would like to thank a few people who helped make this dissertation possible. Firstly and foremost, I would like to express gratitude for my supervisor A/Prof Yanrui Wu for his patience, guidance and support. It would have been impossible without your guidance. Secondly, I would like to thank all my friends who helped in the process of writing this dissertation. Thirdly, I would like to wish my ex all the best and even though we cannot be together, it had been wonderful while it lasted. Without you I would not have the resolve to do this dissertation. Lastly and most importantly, I would like to thank my mum who has been encouraging and always silently supporting me.

Cool shit eh? My first major article. A few months back someone said that she will put my name in her first article. Ha ha. Not like it bothers me, I really cannot be bothered nowadays anyway. Anyway, a dissertation is so cool.... 51 pages of bullshit. A book of bullshit that will put you through postgrad studies. ^_^

Ryan was saying that I missed interpreted his view on the "companionship" kind of relationship. Well, the part about good companionship is his point of view. I added the come as you want go as you please part. Its just my two cents worth of shit. After all that happened to me and the people around me I find that a relationship is just a verbal agreement between two person of promises monogamy but it can be revoked anytime either party wants out. That is why I think screw marriage. Go surrogate mothers. ^_^

So much drama in this life, I guess as you grow older more things happen and you then to learn more from everything that happens.

Never, ever, let anyone deny you of education.

Stephen Lynch

This guy is really funnie.

Just another day in the life of a dog

I am Snowy, going to be 16weeks old this Fri. If you want to buy me a present, do so. What are you waiting for? You dun need my birthday to buy me a present. Ok, I gtg now. Need to pick up some nice chicks for my owner and take a smoke break. Ciao.

Ok. I am in a bitching mode today. Basically nothing is going well. I woke up late, the internet got farked. Then the website where I get most of my data for my dissertation from is down. Then I kept running around all the labs thinking its a computer problem when actually its the host problem. Then when I came home Snowy peed and shitted again on the floor. TMD. Then I dun kw why I farking messaged pple who cun be bothered to reply or have the courtesy to reply. Thats it, I am not going to waste my time on these pple. If the friendship between me is not worth the 15 cents to tell me that you are busy and cannot be on msn, then screw you and may you die alone. God damn it, the bloody UN website is down and I cannot do shit. Bloody pissed. Going to play dota and pawn pple to vent my anger. t.t

On friday night, Ann asked me out for dinner. I suggested Korean food as I had a craving for it. It was the same restaurant that Jun recommended a while back. We ordered heaps of stuff; Kim chee pancakes, Bqq combination meat platter or something like that and Kim chee seafood soup. Personally, I like the place. Chatted and laughed while we cooked the meat on a sizzling plate. Btw, I ordered like heaps coz she said she was hungry. ROFL.

After dinner, I felt like going to Hilary Harbour. That place, like King's park and many others bring sweet memories. I used to go to these places alone to remember the past. =) What to do, sentimental freakshow. I asked her if she wanted to come along and she said ok. So I drove back to my place grabbed a couple of jackets, a bottle of wine and a groundsheet and so we left for Hilary's. Normally the trip down would take 20 mins or less. This time it took like 2hrs. WTF. Ok, its my fault as well as Ann's. I kinda took the wrong exit and then Ann was saying: "just go straight". And so I went straight. BAD MISTAKE. We ended up in a new suburb. And the most exciting (bad choice of word here) thing was that no matter how I turned and which turn I took, I always ended up at this road. Kingbridge st and Connelly dr. To make matters worse, Kong's directory was old and so the new streets were not in it. KNN. Then my's mind started to play tricks on me. I didnt tell Ann but it was like one of those scary movie..... after getting lost and repeatedly returning to a certain street, something bad (abit like final destination) would happen and ....... ok not going there. So after circling the new estate for 2 hrs, we asked for directions from some strangers. It was two kids with the hairstyle of Hurley from Lost. WTF! God they need a proper hairdresser. That explains why Australian Immigration gives more points for pple who can do hairdressing. Anyway, they the directions they gave was good and so we made our way out. After like 2.5hrs, we finally reached Hilary harbour.

I always liked this lighthouse that was there and so I made base camp there. Opened the bottle of wine and voila. All was well and I was happy. Ann is pretty good company though, plenty of laughter and not that bad to talk to. I cannot stand pple who are like vases, like to look at and the only thing that they do well is holding 70% of their weight in water. It sucks. After sitting there and letting our asses chill in the cold for about 1.5hrs we left for mackers. Kong called me earlier and asked for a big mac. Bloody beef eaters, poor cow. All in all, it was a great night. =) The wonders of good company. I cun say that I am good company to Ann but she was good company to me. ^_^ ok, Time to do my dissertation. Lagging behind time.

I have not been blogging cause I was busy and stuff but a few of my friends were asking why I stopped so here I am making time to pop in a few short entries. 9 May is Alison Tang Xian Hui's birthday. The sunday before we went shopping for her present and I was pretty pleased what we got her. A deco piece that is functional. Nice to see, good to use.

The scented candles on a very nice plate. Check out the scented rose petals.

On the actually day itself, we went to Atlantica at Subiaco. Its actually quite a nice place, the service was pretty good. The ambience was not bad too. Ally, Freddy, Roy and me shared a seafood platter deluxe. Its about 110 I think but I think its good shit.

Check this shit out, white bait, lobster, mussels, oysters, fried fish, scallops, wing of snapper, prawns and octopus testicles, erm wait. It tentacles. =P

It was a pretty good dinner and given the fact that Ally brought 3 bottles of wine. It was great. I wonder if its the wine or the food that made it great. Or was it the company. The politically correct answer is company but personally I would say its the wine. Alcohol is the key to communications. Time for the next entry.

How true is that? I personally agree with this sentence. I read it from a gossip mag about this man who lost his son to HIV. His young kid got the virus from a blood transfusion. Dun ask why I am reading the gossip mag, it was lying on the dining table and my eyes needed something to read. Its really amazing how the human mind can will itself out of pain. Denial is one way and the saying that time heals all wounds is nothing but a form of escape, a form of relieve from the cruel realities of life. Face it, its just an excuse. But who cares, if it works and aint broken dun fix it. =) Fight or flight it doesnt matter as long as it works. Ok gtg. Class at two.