Snowy is twelve weeks old. And this post is all about him. I think he is a very good boy and is very obedient. He pees and shit because he has no concept on where to do it. Otherwise, he is quite obedient. I have spanked him a few times and I honestly dun feel good after that. I think I feel like I am Daddy to him. I look at him and I just feel so happy. Its like nothing else matters. =)
Anyway, at twelve weeks puppies are supposed to go for a second vaccine. After that vaccine, you are supposed to wait other two weeks before you can bring your dog out for a walk. I was like:"WTF! Screw it, he is going for a walk with me." Like toddler, Snowy is a puppy. And like babies, he is curious about everything. You can see the joy on his face when he jumps around in the park and get so excited. The joys of having a dog. =) Aint gona talk about the pain of having one here.
Jun was telling me that dogs are a reflection of their owners. Hrm.... I think so to a certain extent. Why? On Sat, I went to Piney Lakes with Ben. Ben brought Polly and Toby and I brought Snowy. It was Snowy's first time out of the house and in a dog park. And so Snowy was all hyper and happy. So we were happily walking along the track when I see this Chio Bu walking towards us. And I think Snowy noticed too. When the gal passed us, that nigga turned around and followed her. I was like WTF Nigga! And on Sun, two young and pretty Ang Mo gals were walking behind us. We were walking very slowly and coz Snowy stopped to sniff at every leave that was on the floor. Of course the gals caught up after a while. And who can resist the temptation of a puppy. They stopped to pet Snowy. After they petted him, the nigga just sped up and followed them. TMD. Well at least I know that he has good taste in women. Actually anyone has better taste in women than me. ROFL
Lets talk about the walk at Matilda Bay today. Snowy hates water. Seriously, if that nigga didnt need water to survive he would not touch water. The story goes:
I brought Snowy to Matilda Bay. The was like excited and bouncing and hopping all over the place. The next thing I know, he jumped head first into water. At that moment, I burst out laughing when I saw how pathetic he looked. And yes, he could swim. I guess dogs are natural swimmers whether they like water or not.
Looking forward to the dog socialising classes tommorrow. =) Hope I can meet some hot bitches there tommorrow. I aint talking about dogs here.
It is a form of self awareness technique from Japan. Spending like 30 mins in the bath tub I started to question why was I so affected by Faith. Why did I close up? Was she the cause of my rage? Partly, yes but I think its something else. Something that is buried in the subconscious. The brain always tries to take the easiest way out; it doesnt like to work to hard. Maybe its just my brain. Anyway, after pondering I realised that I needed closure from my previous relationship of 6.5 years. I thought I wasnt affected at all and I could graciously walk away like nothing happened. Why did I think closure? Well, I have to thank Adz for this. A few weeks ago, she was telling me to have a closure with Faith and I thought:" What was there to close? How important can it be? Just move on." 2 plus 2 often gives 4. In the case of the human brain, it is so wonderous that 2 plus 2 gives 5. The additional 1 came from the synergy of ideas. I once read that forgiveness is the best way to let go. I used to think otherwise but on this night, the 26th of April 2006. I forgave and truly for once in a very long time I feel pounds lighter, not off my waist but off my shoulder. And so I wrote an email to my ex telling her that I forgave her and I sincerely hope that she will have a great life (even though a part of me says otherwise =P). But all in all, it feels good to be so gracious and wish her well. It not exactly the greatess thing to be talking about but I think its a milestone for me. ^_^
On another note, I am kinda worried about home. My sister has not been online for like weeks and I wonder what is going on. I think I better call home tomorrow. Meanwhile, I need to carry on working on my dissertation. =.="
As seen on Break.com
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Sunday, April 23, 2006
Adz's bday
It was a fantastic night. I had not had so much fun in a long long time. I was happy also coz I cleared up some bad vibes between Adz and me. I guess sometimes you just gotta speak up to get your point across.
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Monday, April 17, 2006
A dear friend
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Saturday, April 15, 2006
Virgo Perfect Partners: Nearly Perfect Partners: Not Your Destiny:
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Thursday, April 13, 2006
Balls
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A boob a day keeps the doctor away http://www.break.com/index/bb7452.html
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Air stewardess
I met an old friend from poly; one whom I have not seen for like 5-6 years. I was smoking outside tea fusion when someone went:"Tan Thiam Joo!" I was like:"wtfbbqsoyasaucechuggingchink!
On another note, I realise I should change my taste in women. Thinking back.... ermmm.... WTF was I thinking. In the past I used to date only conservative women. In recent months I realise that the kind of women I want to be with is: i) attached. ii) dead. iii) cun be bothered with me. iv) lesbians (btw, I like lesbians. I got them on my HD. ROFL!). That leaves me with no choice but to go to either China or Vietnam and find me a Jessica. ROFL. Kidding. I think I rather stay single than force myself to get married to any ah lian or slut on the street. I think my mum is quite concerned. She was telling me that day to not rush into any relationship. According to her, I should find someone who is decent, trustworthy and understands the needs of my work. I wanted to tell her that nowadays, they dun fit gals that are decent and trustworthy anymore. Everyone is screwing everybody. WTF right? The really sad case is that everyone is getting some except me. ROFL. Especially Alfred, go geylang bo jio. LOL. Kidding.
The easter break is here. I am planning a party at my place this fri. Someone on MSN happened to say that she was interested and if I offered a plane ticket she would come. I was like WTF. Why waste my time if you know you aint serious. God. Women. I know she is dating another guy and I dun feel too good. But hey? Want feel good? Do a search on Proquest for India and ASEAN and you wun have any time to feel bad. ROFL. Anyway I invited heaps of pple, from Ben to Daniel to India David and yeah, Yin. She is a monster. The last time at mambo she was drinking beer with me like a camel. She must have not drunk water for like ages. I was going to ask her:"does your mum know she gave birth to a camel?" Kidding. Scary shit. Talking about mambo, I took pictures with with someone that I dun like. WTF right. What was I thinking. Kong was telling me to go for a blood test coz I took a pic with her. ROFL. (Anyone sense that Kong doesnt like her? Or is it just me? =P ) Also talking about mambo, this is Freddy's and Ryan's last semester in Perth. Its kinda sad coz I came with them 2.5 years ago and how time flies. If I am given a chance I would have done so many things differently. On a sad note, ( I am tearing as I am writing this. ROFL) they are leaving. Things would be so different when they are gone. I can actually picture Ryan singing Eminem's When I'm Gone. ROFL. It goes:"And when I'm gone, dont mourn rejoice everytime u hear the sound of my voice. Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling..." Haiz. I am actually loving what I have now. The lifestyle and who I am living with. I guess I would never have the chance to live them again.
Good things never last, its just life's way of screwing with us and telling us to appreciate what we have. Telling us that somethings that you take for granted may just disappear one day. So to all my friends and foes reading my shit: Appreciate the pple around you coz you never know if this moment is you last with them. Btw, Ryan and Jun if you are reading this shit. Its been a pleasure having you around. v(^_^)V
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Monday, April 10, 2006
Slam Ball
I would love to play this man. Seriously some good shit.
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Sunday, April 09, 2006
The art of blogging
Been reading someone's blog. I realise that everyone can write, but to write in such a way that it captivates your reader; that it is an art. Was reading someone's blog and she was talking about her ideal bf/husband/
1. Get rich.
2. Get filty, stinking rich.
3. Get insanely rich.
4. Get Jessica.
Anyway back to the topic of the art of blogging. Minus the fact that that colour scheme is hideous, her language is good. Give credit when due; Rae writes well. Apart from disliking the fact that her pants are always dropping and her taste in men, like her taste in clothes are weird, she is a intelligent girl. I guess people born on her bday are smart with an aptitude for language. 29 August. Hrm... I think I am born on that day too. ^_^ I cun say much about my taste in women too. Mine is getting from bad to worse. Heh.
I sent an email to someone today, just felt like it. I was going to write a whole lot of shit but didnt know what to write so I ended up typing this:
Hi,
Hw r u. Drink less and sleep more. (Abit more bullshit here but its less than 10 words I think).
Cheers,
TJ
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Pasta with an asian theme
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Saturday, April 08, 2006
A new member of my family
Another picture of him playing with his bone on my table.
Another reason why a dog is better than a bitch. You cannot use the bitch as a wrist rest. This model comes with an alarm for 6am. v(^_^)V
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Thursday, April 06, 2006
Snowy
This is going to be a commitment for the next 15 years. I am not commitment phobic. Actually, I feel good. Commitment is good. It makes me feel my age. Most of the time I feel like I am ten (physically and IQ). Snowy makes me feel I am twenty-five (with an IQ of a ten year old) =P Look at how he stares at you. How can you not love him? Btw, Jun is the god-ma and Cheng the god-dad. They better be super nice to him (at least heaps better than how they treat me, especially Jun). =)
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Furby
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Gift from god
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I dun give a shit
Stop wishing me well and shit. I dun need sympathy. If you are a friend join me and just be hostile. Kidding. Thanks for the well wishes, I am feeling much better now. Although I was feeling abit miserable a while ago. It doesnt feel good to know that someone you love dun love you anymore and you are nothing but a passing phase. I will be fine. =)
Btw, Jun was farking funnie just now. She just woke up from a nap and was delirious. She wanted to ask me to go for a smoke (my 10th stick of the day) but god knows why she asked if I wanted to bath. I was like....errr if I want to bath oso bath myself need you to help me meh? ROFL. Ok back to the books after a smoke break. =)
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
I want a bitch
Not the kind that farking cannot make time for you and sleeps around. Not the kind that comes up with all kinds of bullshit just to get you to stop contacting her. Not the kind that tells you she doesnt have enuff time to sleep yet goes drinking every other night. Its the kind that wags the tail cause it is happy to see you. The one that runs to you and no matter how tired you are, you are happy to see it. The kind that wouldnt mind whether you are rich or poor; whether you drive or walk. The kind that would stay with you no matter what. I want a dog. Woof, Woof. Not Patch pls. Thanks.
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Why Does My Eye Twitch? Mild twitching of the eyelid is a common phenomenon. Although these involuntary contractions of muscles are annoying, they are almost always temporary and completely harmless. The medical name for this kind of twitching is ocular myokymia. It is quite common and most often associated with fatigue. When your eye is twitching, it is not visible to anyone else. Ophthalmologists often are asked what causes the twitching and what can be done to stop it. Lack of sleep, too much caffeine or increased stress seem to be root causes. Often, gently massaging your eye will relieve the symptoms. Usually, the twitch will disappear after catching up on your sleep.
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Monday, April 03, 2006
Ariel Atom OMFG I want one of these.
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A new blog address Yeah I got a new blog address. How cool is that? www.tjstillroxs.blogspot.com <- In case you didnt get it the first time around. Why do I want to change a new blog site? I figured its only neccesary for me to change it cause I feel that a new me is coming along. I look at Jun and I think she is a strong person. I look at how she has accepted some things and moved on (or at least she is trying very hard). I think I am beginning to get some focus in my life. The kind of focus and resolve that I had when I came to Perth 3 years ago. I find this focus in my dissertation. I think when I do finish writing it, I will dedicate it to my family and two of the closest pple in my life; Jun and Ryan. Hope I remember. =) They have been so accomodating and easy-going that it makes me ashamed of myself for being so fussy and picky. I am kinda sad that its all going to end, like all happy times. Good times dun last gay men suck. Kidding. Good times dun last tough men do. I must be tough and harden like what I used to be when I was in OCS. Nothing is going to bring me down and I can do it.
3 things I want to do now;
1. Forget my ex.
2. Forget F.
3. Focus whole-heartedly on my work and get good grades for once in my life.
I think I am turning gay soon like Kong. ROFL. I deleted a couple of contacts and urls from my favourites. After doing so, I could sense the overwhelming glow of light that seem to illuminate my body. Enlightenment. 落花有意流水无情。即燃无情无需多意。<---(Whole stream of chinese characters) God save this nigga. WTF was that!! Go figure. So bloody full from dinner..... burp!
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
Expensive Chink Dinner
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