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Friday, March 31, 2006

Pictures from Freddy's Camera

Dear Freddy came over with the pics from his camera. On his way here, his eyelids got scratched by a bird. I was like: "WTF! You serious?" Then Freddy went over to Cheng's room. Cheng was like: "WTF??!!! You serious?" ^_^ Anyway he did get attacked by a bird. Maybe the bird wanted to dress up its nest and Freddy's bewitching eyes seemed like an item to have to impress the guests. On a similar topic, here are the pics (just some not all, cun be bothered to resize it):

I think this group picture is much better than the last one. The last one had two unknown niggas. Stop stealing Tvs.

What is Ally doing. OMFGBBQNIGGA! Whats at her feet? Dinner. Yummy. =P

Pearlyn, Ann and me. =) Btw, I think there is nothing wrong with this shirt. ~\(^_^)/~

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Boring Fri Night

I feel so bored. I wonder what someone is doing. I bet she is clubbing and having heaps of fun. Well. I gotta learn to totally let things rest and stop hoping for the impossible. I think I got to learn to listen to pple more and put more heart into my relationships with pple. Was chatting with my mum on msn. She was telling me not to rush into another relationship. I was like: "Yeah ok." She was like all worried about me coz she said I felt different. Mothers. I love mine. What about yours? I love Jessica too. ^_^ I followed on by saying that if I dun get married by 35 I would go to either China or Vietnam and get me a bride. ROFL. Actually, I dun think I want to get married. Its like I have no faith in the rites of marriages and the legalities. Times have changed and I think pple do not respect the institution of marriage. Sucks eh. Well, thats life. Suck it all up. Anyway, I think I am going to go play dota now. Bored shitless. Wished someone would call me. *_*

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Post Mambo

Feeling all lazy and stoned, thirsty and hungry I wonder what is that nasty thing sleeping beside me. Kidding. Was just thirsty and hungry when I woke up so I drank like 2 litres of water and ate sushi from last night. Damn the sushi was quite nasty. I think I am going to lay off alcohol for a while and no more clubbing for me. I am getting old and all this shit is too much for me. =) I think I will just stay at home and study and do my dissertation. Anyway last night was quite fun, the whole gang was there, I was high, Ally was high, Cheng was high, Freddy was high, Jun is tee koh. Kidding. I think Jun didnt quite enjoy herself coz she had to babysit. I was looking at the pictures and I think Chris misses his gf. In quite a few pictures, his tongue is stuck out. I think he needs to sleep and keep his tongue in his mouth. I had this picture with this gal that I dun like; OMFG, if you have a picture with someone that you dun like. Its time to lay off the booze. I was like: "WTFBBQSoyaSauceChuggingChinkgaTvStealingNigga!" Anyway, it was a good night, I had heaps of fun for the first time in ages and a hangover sucks. Btw, the highlight of the night was a group of gals frenching at the bar. Thats why I didnt leave the bar. ROFL.
Here are some of the nicer looking pics:

This is what I was talking about. A picture paints a thousand words (Ryan's Blog, 2006).

Freddy, Ryan and me. Nice floral shirt. Gay. ROFL. Esprit rocks.

Jun and me in the car on the way down. When we both are still sober.

From left to right. Gary, Jun, Me, Ally, Gay Jay, Renia, Cheng, NO IDEA WHO THE FARK THIS NIGGA IS, and cun-make-out-who-the-hell-this-nigga-is.

Me and Ann. I think I look damn gay in this picture but what the hell.

In light of the kissing gals at the pub last night. My quote of the day: "What a way to french." =)

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Thursday, March 30, 2006

Wake with a ring

This morning or rather this afternoon I woke up with a ring. I was supposed to meet Ann for lunch and whoever woke up first was supposed to give the other part a call. I had just walked to my fone and the moment I picked it up, the fone rang. Talk about coincidence. I think I have an affinity for crabs and scorpions as my exs and good friends are mostly from these two horoscope. I like seafood and I dun mind trying scorpions as a delicacy but not a staple. I am not an abo or malay.

On a totally unrelated topic, I had this class on Topic on International Economics. There was this Singaporean guy in class. I think he is damn kiasu. Why? Ok we are all supposed to present on a certain topic once in class and today was his turn. After each presentation, the group was supposed to ask questions. He had like this list of questions that he gave a few of us to ask him after his presentation. I was like:"WTF!" Knn talk about kancheong spider. NB. Cannot believe it. Academic fraud. Typical Singaporean. I think if I become a parent I will forbid my daughter to carry a camera fone. "Here you go daugther, a present from daddy. Nokia 6110. Use this, very good one." =0)

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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Rubber Duckie Loves Bubbles

Rubber duckie loves bubble baths, so does elmo and me. The bath always seem to wash away the troubles for the ten minutes that you soak in the hot water. And hot baths always make me feel so much better in cold weather. *quack quack quack piak* Shit I stepped on rubber duckie. Time to bring him to the vet after I wake up tomorrow. Nites peeps. U SUCK, I ROXS. Kiddin. You dun suck but TJ roxs. =P

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Music Tames the Savage Beast

Music tames the savage beast. In my case, music tames me. Panasonic sucks. I bought this supposingly top-of-the line MP3 player like two years ago. And omfg do I regret doing so. The songs are so hard to transfer and the freaking software that came along with it is so bloody unstable. Realone. WTF is a realone? I am using a pirated copy; is it still a realone. In this case, shouldnt it be fakeone? NB. Thn the freaking software is like ancient lah. Abit like 486 kind. WTF right? I paid USD 220 for a software like this. I bet noob programmers can write better software. The only saving grace is the size and battery life. I was on the verge of buying a ipod nano. Heng I persisted. Then like a miracle, I could transfer to the sd card. If only things in real life persistence work. Bleah. I guess no more miracles for the day. Today was the sd card. Yesterday was me doing my dissertation. Whats for tommorrow? MAMBO. Actually, I am looking forward to clubbing. Been holding myself out too long. I thought it wouldnt be right for me to go clubbing due to some reasons. But hey, what the heck. If pple can enjoy themselves and move on, so should the dude. Why make myself so miserable right? Mambo here I come. Time to pile on da drinks nigga.

brakes applied at |10:51 AM|

Puberty

I think Jun is going through puberty. Either that or she is going nuts. I used to only hear her say someone is cute. Now I hear it like every other time. God. She sounds like a teenage boy who just discovered masturbation. WTH. Always saying this guy is cute and that guy is cute and the occasional peeping at other girl's cleavage. If she was talking about me or Ryan it wouldnt be too bad but she is always saying that someone else is cuter. ROFL. Anyone has a counseller to intro? Jun was saying that we are also always looking at girls; the difference between us and her is that ours is a consistent thingy and hers just started. =)

I feel kinda bad though. I cooked lamb for Jun but it turned out that when she came back the lamb was too hard. =( Nevermind, next time I cook for her again. =) And I will make sure its perfect.

brakes applied at |7:09 AM|

Romantic dinner for two

Whats for dinner? Lamb in red wine and honey sauce. Was supposed to cook for Jun but she had to go to some convocation. WTF is that. Noob. Anyway, it turned out that Cheng was left with me. And so it was, two hot guys having a romantic dinner at home with the maid at a convocation. ROFL.

First up, Cream of Tomato. Check out the parsley flakes. I love parsley flakes, they make almost everything look good.

Lamb Chops in Red Wine and Honey sauce.

And of couse no lamb would be complete without a glass of wine.

Voila, there you go. Romantic dinner for two.

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Breakthrough produces animals that can make their own omega-3 fatty acids. OMFG. Thats food for thought. Imagine someone with heart problems eating heaps of bacon. OMFG. What a pig. =)

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Monday, March 27, 2006

OMFG, my eyes are like goldfish. My eyes are swollen up and its hard to keep them open. I think it might be an allegic reaction. I finished my panadol I just bought and I asked Jun for some painkillers. She gave me some Nerufen. I have never eaten this before. A couple of hours later my eyes started to swell up. GG. I asked Cheng to have a look at the medicine, guess what? Its expired. ROFL. I think Jun really dun like me. =P Damn if the swelling doesnt go down, I might have to go see the doctors. Shag.

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What is a migraine? Whats the difference between that and a headache? I dun really care. My head hurts like some one is pounding on my head with a sledgehammer. WTF. Pain. Panadol dun seem to help. After 6 panadols, I hope this two tablets of Nurofen works. Otherwise, I think I will inflict pain on myself so the head dun feel so bad. +(

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Sunday, March 26, 2006

This is just a sick way of gettin ur ears pierced.

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As seen on Break.com

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Got this off a website.... http://www.gayuwaboys.uwa.edu.au OMFG did you actually clicked on it? LMFAO.

This poem is called I dun hate you.

I Don't Hate You,
But I Don't Need You,
I Didn't Lose You,
But I Didn't Win You,
I Don't Like You,
I Love You

Short and sweet.... I am dying here. Someone help me with my dissertation?

brakes applied at |11:28 AM|

Breakfast was two Krispy Kremes and a glass of milk. God, these things are really good. Nigga wants more. I was hoping that someone would be online but apparently not. =) So rested a while and tried to do some work but in vain. Then I had to go to Freddy's place to borrow the stove and to take back my MSR stove. =) Ann and her housemates, Ruwei and Amelia were having a house warming today and they invited me and my stove over. ROFL. I wondered if I can go over if I didnt bring my stove. Anyway, I did bring my stove over and I bought them a pack of ice coz I thought they would need it. The thing about their house warming was that they spent like 2days preparing for theirs. I was like:"WTF? Two days? Crazy Ass Niggas". I still think Pizza and drinks were a better idea. They had alot of food, and it wasnt that bad. Anyway, most of their friends were from Currie hall. I kinda talked to some of her friends, but after awhile, I couldnt be bothered. There were too many and I was just lazy to talk. =)

Feeling kinda melancholic now.... bad nap, had a nightmare and woke up feeling like shit. =(

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

Oh how I want to be devoid of all emotions, happiness, sadness, disaappointment. If you never felt happy before you wouldnt know know sadness when it came. I honestly am beginning to hate myself. Why cun I just forget about everything. If only life's bad experiences can be deleted out of the memory bank in the brain. Right now I am wishing that I never met some pple in my life, if I never met them, things would be oh so wonderful. I think I have changed. I used to be quite positive about life and the experiences life brings me. Maybe its because I had a balance in my life; love, career, family and friends. I had everything I ever needed. Pple used to ask me on my birthday, what is your bday wish? It used to be health and wealth for me and my family. That used to be my wish cause I didnt know what I want. There wasnt anything I wanted. Now, all I want is to forget everything. I am lying when I say that I am not bothered. In reality, I am troubled, confused, lost and dejected. I get bouts of negative thoughts that I never had before. It kinda pisses me off cause I get like mood swings and shit like that. I am trying to laugh more, laugh at everything that comes my way. I think that if I laugh more, I wouldnt feel any pain, I wouldnt feel anything, I would be so much happier. Reality sucks, laughter doesnt make the pain go away. At the end of the day, when you stop laughing, you realise how empty life is. Career and money cannot bring you true happiness. Money is not everything. I have almost everything money can buy but yet I am not happy. If I had a chance to right all the wrongs that I have done, I wish I had been single all my life, and I have never felt the joys of sharing my life with anyone.

I am watching the notebook now. Life really is most complete and wonderful when you have someone who loves you as much as you love the person and who you want is who you get. Aint life a bitch? What you want is never what you get. Ok time to make some calls, I need a drink. I think I am going to off my fone for a week like Kong. =)

Laughter keeps a relationship going.

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Everytime I go to Esprit I have to buy something. Today we went to harbour town and today is no exception. I bought two pants and a long-sleeve shirt. The shirt is really loud. I guess it would be nice to wear it to go clubbing. Talking about clubbing, I have not been clubbing for a while and given that I am in a bad mood these two days I feel like drinking. Haiz, its times like these that my buddies would be so nice to have around. =( Company anyone?

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Friday, March 24, 2006

Oh yeah I forgot the upload the pictures of the Pale Ale. It was just too good to not drink. Jay was standing there as I was taking this picture as he cannot wait to drink it all up ----> (Jay and Freddy's drool were all on the floor). =P

For our mains we had Wood-fired pizzas;
spicy italian sausage, roast peppers, feta.

fresh salmon, creme faiche, baby capers.

harissa spiced lamb, melezane, feta.

And of course, at the end of the dinner nothing was left (including the beer). Here is a unpaid advertisement for the Police. If you drink, dun drive. Get someone else who is less drunk to drive coz its not your demerit points that is going to be deducted for drunk driving. ROFL.
I like this picture. =)

Dinner was wonderful and we paid about $22 per person. It was my first time at Little Creatures; the drinks were ok, the food was so-so but the company was fantastic. Of all the dishes there, the prawns are a must try. Good shit. Ok its 5:25am; time to shower and hit the sack. Need to dream of Jessica soon. =)

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After a shocking morning call at 7pm in the evening, we were supposed to go to Little Creatures for our dinner. I swear that if Jun were to become an alarm clock or have her own brand of clocks, no one would ever wake up late again. Serious, never has there been so much noise. Kinda pity her kids in the future (and I thought my mum was bad). =P We were going for dinner at Little Creatures. Little Creatures is a place where they serve kids in like dishes and ferment them as beer. ROFL. Kidding.

The five of us set off for Fremantle in two cars. We could have gone in one car, just that Cheng put on too much weight to and we cun squeeze five comfortably in the car (actually its me). Jun, Cheng and me in Jun's car and Freddy and Jay in Jay's car.

When we got there after a 3o mins drive, we were given this hat where its supposed to be your queue number.

Check out the pictures on the hat? Now is she a wrench or a nut??? No one knows (LMFAO). Check out the act cute smile with the two front teeth almost dropping off. I think those dentures need refitting. ROFL. Anyway, this is Jun. All bubbly and psyched up.

While waiting we all had a nice pint of Little Creatures' Pale Ale. It was freshly brewed (I think) as there was still blood in it..... Kidding. When we finally got seated we sorta agreed on what to eat. We ordered quite a bit......

Sides:

bowl of chips with skin and all.... OMFG its good shit (abit salty though).

prosciutto-wrapped tiger prawns.

chermoula spiced lamb chops.

Parmesan crusted chicken breast, pepper dip.

Look out for part 2......

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Thursday, March 23, 2006

WTH is wrong with my moral? Yeah, I am liberal and I like women but I am not a public toilet. How wrong is it to judge when you are in the same predicament. Shag..... and Sad

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As above. Isnt it funnie when you gut feeling tells you something and you just chose to ignore it? I just did. I know someone wasnt feeling too comfortable when Rae hangs around me. Anyway, I still choose to have Rae around coz although she is gothic (LMAO) she is frank and straightforward with me. No beating around the bushes for snakes and no codes to deciper. Just straight, by straight I mean I like women and she likes men. I am not her kind of guy. ROFL. She likes those that have their faces covered with the bush on top of the head that you call a hair. Dyed to a hideous blond, pink, blue and occasionally all three colours. And of course, the most important criteria, he has to be skinny and tall. Abit like Wayne (ROFL) except that Wayne's bush is not bushy enough and its not in electric pink or blond.

I think it all boils down to values. I think values are important in a person. It determines how the person would react in different sceanarios. With a rough gauge of a person's value, I believe I can predict how the person will react in any given situation. I think I can go on yapping for an hour or so on this topic but I think I will not for the sake of all my friends who are reading. I think I am getting used to being alone. No accounting to anyone, no cajoling, no anticipation, no jealousy and more importantly no more waiting. =)

Still car hunting for a 4wd to go on my road trip with this June. I think I am going to do it alone or with just a friend (I think freddy is listening =)). Hope I can find a cheap and good car coz the last thing I need is a lemon. Ok back to the porn ....... kidding. Back to the books.

brakes applied at |8:47 PM|

OMFG. I have not watched the NBA slam dunk competition for a while. Check out the dunk where the player who is 5 9" jumps over the standing man and dunks the ball...... I WANT TO JUMP LIKE THAT!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g3dXfFZ6SH0&feature=Views&page=4&t=a&f=b

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http://youtube.com/watch?v=9sHOguqKNzk

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

I know I have alot to do yet I am constantly procrastinating. I dun feel like 100% right now and I have not felt 100% for a long time. I need to find myself again otherwise things are really going to get ugly. Really ugly. Ok shower time and then time to hit the tuts. =(

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Was doing my work when Jun said:"Ah Thiam, I want bbt." I was like:"WTF, why Ah Thiam again". I was still thinking about the last incident when she called me instead of Cheng. ROFL. Kidding, just disturbing her. Anyway, Rae stayed over for dinner and so did Jay. She wanted to borrow my computer to do some shit and I obliged coz when she is on the computer it means I canot play dota. =) When Jun asked me to go buy for her Rae said she wanted to go back. I was okay with that. In the end she accompanied me to Utopia. Then we decided to go sing an hour. I have not sung for a while and I felt like singing so I agreed.

This gal I think is planning to come over to the side with the dicks. I bet if she does, she wants to look like Lin JJ. All the songs she sang was by JJ. OMFG. Anyway, in the end she did sing songs by FIR and Coco Lee. Her singing is pretty gd. At least heaps better then me. =) Was a good break though coz I spent the whole day in the library today. Going to do the same thing tomorrow. =)

brakes applied at |10:23 AM|

How many times have you bought something and realised it was cheaper elsewhere? How many pple actually go thru the process of researching and finding out what are the key points before making a purchase. Even so, how confident are you of your research?

If only there is a system to document information such that it can be passed along easily? So that all information that is needed can be collected in a shorter and more convenient fashion. All the hype about the internet and its abundance of information. How many times have you been redirected to some porn site while seaching for information. The world is overwhelming full of information and it is so hard to sort out all the relevant data that a person would need.

Talking about that, my friend Ann bought her car for 2.4k. I know that for the make, model and year of the car it should be less than 1.5k. However, she bought it a while ago from a dealer. I only found that out when I went to help her out with the car. It broke down while she was going home. Shag. She was saying that her workshop said it would cost about 1k to fix the gearbox but if you ask me it shouldnt cost more than 500 coz e gearbox is nt supposed to be expensive coz its pretty old. Anyway wish her luck, I recommended her a workshop and I hope its good coz its supposed to be a pretty good one.

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Monday, March 20, 2006

On a hot summer night when you are bored, what do you do? You try the ultimate Pepsi/Coke taste test. Ryan have always said that Coke is better and I beg to differ. Hence the cola test.

Here are the drinks; coke, diet coke, coke zero, pepsi light and pepsi.

Setting up the cups for tasting, A, B, C to E. Each one is filled randomly with a cola. We are supposed to guess the brand and type as well as state which one we prefer.

Scoring begins......

OMG, its harder than tasting wine. I bet I can distinguish wine better than I can distinguish the different brands of coke. =(

After lots of testing and burps, the results are out. Pepsi IS better than coke. =) Special thanks to Jun, Ryan, Freddy, and me for participating in this ground breaking experiment. We roxs.

brakes applied at |7:27 AM|

Some one moved in next door. Nice and girlie... ROFL. First time I have seen Jun in a very girlie outfit. Me and Ryan were like:"OMFG! Is that you Jun?" Its nice, but I think Jun is worried that pple dun think its nice. =) Trust the dudes, its nice.

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Sunday, March 19, 2006

Life is a dilemma. When you are in, you want out. When you are out, you want in. When you dun have, you want. When you have, you dun want. When you know something, you wished you dun. When you dun know anything, you want to know. Life can be so difficult. There are times when you wished you could do something but unfortunately you canot. There are times when you see or feel something that is so painful that you wished its not there. There are times when your head is telling you that it is not possible but your heart says otherwise. There are times when your head tells your heart no more and that you dun love someone anymore but yet your heart yearns for that someone.

There are many things that a person can do and yet, there are many things that a person canot do. Matters of the heart canot be resolved with logical nor rationale coz matters of the heart are irrational. Love makes a grown man go on his knees and make his eyes swell up. Loves makes a woman get drunk and sob. Love makes a person feel anger. Love is so wonderful that it can either make you go on cloud nine or bring you to the deepest depths of hell. Love is wonderful and yet so wicked that you wonder if you should even touch it.

You can forget a lot of things, but you cannot forget a woman’s name and claim to love her.

We secure our friends not by accepting favors but by doing them.

I hope that the pple living in this house would not be troubled by matters of the heart anymore. I pains me so to see such sadness.

brakes applied at |9:58 AM|

After a boring and sorry weekend of waiting I reached a conclusion that any relationship requires both parties to make it work. It just aint gona work out if its ones-sided. =)

I decided to cook dinner today; wanted to cook like 3 dishes and a soup but decided it was too much so ended up cooking just 3 dishes. I had dinner with family and a guest. One of my poly friends whom I just met. The funnie thing is that she lives just across the street and I didnt even notice. =) Anyway, it was all cool. I cook dinner, Jun and Ryan washed up. As usual they did a fantastic job cleaning up. =)

We watched abit of tv. Signs was showing on tv. I watched that show when it first came out with Cheryl. That was like years ago. After a while Ann was bored, Jun was in her room having cyber sex and Ryan was having fone sex. That leaves me and Ann in the living room. I was in the mood for icecream. These few days I have no idea why but I have developed a sweet tooth (comfort food I think). Hence, we drove to Cold Rock where I had Ferrero and Cookie dough. Ann bought a Cookies and cream with cookie dough. OMFG its good shit. We talked and walked around abit. I cun remember when was the last time I had such an involving chat with someone that I am not that close with. =)

Anway, end of story. Haiz, back to work. My work is piling up on the table. Back to the drawing board.....

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

Need I say more?

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It was Ryan's turn to cook today. Although he has become pretty pro at washing dishes due to all the special training we have given him, its time for him to show his noobness at cooking. Dinner was good. How good? Dinner is good when Meat>>>>> Pasta/Rice. =) And for tonight's dinner we had plenty of meatsauce. Everything was good... absolutely fantastic except...... (read on to find out).

Potatoes??? Nah, its garlic. Jun was asking Ryan if he put alot of garlic coz she ate quite a bit. I was like:"for pasta its ok to have garlic to be coarsely chopped". It was only when I saw the above image that I realised what Jun was talking about. And the chaps above were not alone, they came in pairs, generations, families, distant relatives and .... you get the idea. ROFL.

Many arrows? These are the places where all the pasta sauce was found. ROFL. I bet Ryan was trying to practice his micro in the kitchen while cooking. You would be amazed at the places where I found the stains.... =P

Honestly, dinner was fantastic. =) Good shit. I find eating dinner easier than cooking. Cooking is fun but you run out of shit to cook after a while. Time for new recipes. =)

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Was trying to find the singer of a particular song, wonders of the www. Gay shit

Artist: Sade
Album: Lovers Rock *
Title: By Your Side

You think I'd leave your side baby?
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave down when your down on your knees?
I wouldn't do that

I'll do you right when your wrong
I-----ohhh, ohhh

If only you could see into me
oh, when your cold
I'll be there to hold you tight to me
When your on the outside baby and you can't get in
I will show you, your so much better than you know
When your lost, when your alone and you can't get back again
I will find you darling
I'll bring you home

If you want to cry
I am here to dry your eyes
and in no time you'll be fine
You think I'd leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave you down when your down on your kness
I wouldn't do that
I'll do you right when your wrong

I-----I, ohhhh, ohhh

If only you could see into me
Oh when your cold
I'll be there To hold you tight to me
Oh when your alone
I'l be there by your side baby
repeat 1x

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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

While on random playlist, windoes media player played this song. Its nice, I almost forgot how much I liked this song when I was in poly.

"Jordan Knight: I Could Never Take The Place Of Your Man"
[Verse 1]
Only last June when her old man ran away
She couldn't stop crying cause she knew he was gone to stay
10:35 on a lonely Friday night
She was standing by the fire and ooh she was looking alright

[B-Section]
I asked her if she wanted to dance
And she said that All she wanted was a good man
And wanted to know If I thought I was qualified

[Chorus]
And I said baby don't waste your time
I know what's on your mind
I may be qualified for a one night stand
But I could never take the place of your man

[Verse 2]
It hurt me so bad when she told me with tears in her eyes
He was all she ever had and now she wanted to die
He left her with a baby and another one on the way
She couldn't stop crying cause she knew he was gone to stay

[B-Section]
She asked me if we could be friends
And I said oh honey baby that's a dead end
You know and I know
That we wouldn't be satisfied

[Chorus]
And I said baby don't waste your time
I know what's on your mind baby
Wouldn't be satisfied with a one night stand
And I could never take the place of your man

[Chorus out]

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I find women hard to comprehen. I minute I am not supposed to msg too often coz I am suffocating. The other minute I am not talking enough. I think relationship between pple is like investing in stocks. Sometimes you make a profit and sometimes you make a loss. When you make a loss you must know when to retire and call it a day. Between me and someone, I guess things will never be the same liao. I think its not possible coz its basically one-sided and I am tired of trying so hard. What made me give up? For days in a row we have been chatting thru sms. And one fine day I was told that I was too suffocating. It feels kinda stupid esp when the only reason I kept my sg still running so that she can msg me at the sg rate. Its like an incentive to keep in touch. I think its about heart. If you have no heart for someone you wun even try and an sms of 5 secs is like asking for you to give up an hour of your time. For me no matter how buzy I would always reply the moment I receive any msg. Its like I am doing my part coz my friends bother to msg me. A relationship without a heart is like a body without a heart to pump the blood around. Hence, like a shot thru the head and a stake thru the heart, this relationship is dead and she doesnt seem too interested to keep in touch.

I think I am writting too much bullshit and I am boring pple..... back to the books and fishtank. Time to change some names.

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Alot of times I feel that my character is pretty much flawed. Why cun I be someone mild tempered and laid back and pretty much un-suffocating? Been thinking though, if I am all that, would there be any room for improvement? I guess my temper is alot better than what it was in sec sch and poly but I guess there is always room for improvement. I always believe in it is easier for me change then to expect others to change for me.

At the end of the lala day, depend only on urself. For if you falter, it is your own fault and no one else. No blaming. LIVE WITH THE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR DECISION. =)

I guess I am trying, trying really hard to truely move on. Life will keep on revolving. If I keep living in the past I would have no future. To all my friends who had a feel of my irritatingness, temper, suffocatingness and lots of bullshit, thanks for putting up. You guys rock.

brakes applied at |4:40 AM|

The whole household is crazy about fish. Yes we are nuts about fish. There is like a fish for everyone. ROFL. Jun is like stop disturbing me. And there is always an occasional scream when one or more of the fishy dies. ROFL. Here is a glimpse into the world of fishes. I dun know if the names can be read but the fishes has names. Yes names. =)

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Monday, March 13, 2006

OMFG I got a new fone. Courtesy of Kong. Check it out here. http://www.my-xda.com/xda2_other.html Cool shit reminds me of the pocketpc I used to have in OCS. Just that this one is slightly more powerful. Its still a handful though. Its just that with this fone it is hard to message while on the go. To message you have to stand still as though you are keying in an appointment. Well, I still think its ok though coz I am used to big fones like NEC e616 and Sony erricson z800i. =) Ok off to play with my new toy.

brakes applied at |6:39 AM|

I think cooking is an art form. I am supposed to cook today but I forgot about defrosting the meat. Hence, while I am chopping up the mushroom I cannot do anything to the meat. Shag. To cook a proper meat so much preparation has to be done. I think I am running out of menu ideas... My dear friends do you have any suggestions? Oh yeah, cooking IS an art. You have to visually see the dish and prepare the stuff and when you are cooking it you have to pay attention to the ingredients so that it turns out the way you want. =) Ok, back to the kitchen to finish up cooking dinner.

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Saturday, March 11, 2006

Sappy shit. If you canot understand chinese, dun read. Btw, bbt is something different from coke.

歌曲：一辈子的孤单歌手：刘若英

我想我会一直孤单
这一辈子都这么孤单
我想我会一直孤单
这样孤单一辈子
天空越蔚蓝越怕抬头看
电影越圆满就越觉得伤感
有越多的时间就越觉得不安
因为我总是孤单过着孤单的日子
喜欢的人不出现
出现的人不喜欢
有的爱犹豫不决
还在想他就离开
想过要将就一点
却发现将就更难
于是我学着乐观
过着孤单的日子
当孤单已经变成一种
习惯习惯到我已经不再去想该怎么办
就算心烦意乱就算没有人作伴
自由和落寞之间怎么换算
我独自走在街上看着天空
找不到答案我没有答案
天空已蔚蓝我会抬头看
电影越圆满就越珍惜伤感
有越多的时间就越习惯不安
因为我总会孤单过着孤单的日子
我想我会一直孤单

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We had dinner at Hog's Breath coz Derek's gf was here. I had a avocado and mushroom salad followed by BBQ Ribs and a side of hogtail curly fries. Pics? Nah, Gobbled down too fast to take any picture.

After that we had bubble tea. I think my new favourite bbt is jasmine green tea with milk and green tea jelly. This was introduced by Jun. While waiting for Jun's bbt later, she talked about how her friend who was married with two kids having an affair. This prompted me to think. Normally when I meet a gal I dun really asked what her history was. Jun also said that her friend was like that when that gal was younger. On the other hand, it is also not fair to rely too much on past data. Pple change, as with my ex; things can change in just a blink of an eye. How reliable is past data then. Here comes the million dollar question.... how important is it to ask about a person's past? =)

brakes applied at |6:52 AM|

Friday, March 10, 2006

I am ripping this off Jun's blog coz I like it. Changed the guy to biatch.

*"SOME OF THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE ARE FOR FREE"
** Find a biatch, who calls you yan dao instead of handsome.
** Who calls you back when you hang up on her.
** Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
** Wait for the biatch who kisses your cheek and say... eh you need to wash your face.
** Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your boxers and topless.
** Who holds your hand in front of her friends.
** Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much she cares about you and how lucky she is to have you.
** Wait for the one who turns to her friends and says, "...that's it."*

My version. =)

brakes applied at |9:04 AM|

This morning while at the library I met up with Adz for a while. She was waiting for Geriat. I met her at about 11am and she was like saying:"eh I am meeting Geriat after class at 1145 at the Guild." I was like... oh ok loh. Then at 1130 she said she had to go coz she is scared Geriat is waiting and would grumble. How nice is that? In the end I walked her there and we waited till 1210 before Geriat came and they left. I guess its cool for her to wait for someone bah.

What kind of a person are you? Impatient? Patient? I guess I am the impatient kind. I hate waiting. Honestly, other than liers, I hate waiting the most. Shag.

Been messaging my friend. Whole day I guess I sent like at least 5 messages to my friend in Sg. I got zero reply. Shag. Was really bored at home waiting and waiting. Lucky Rae came along and kept me company while Jun went crabbing. We freaking walked to Broadway to get fish and chips for Cheng. I thought it might be good exercise and a stroll would do Rae good as she wasnt feeling too good. Conclusion? I am never walking to broadway again. One hour walk. Shag. By the time we got home, the fish and chips were all soggy and tasted pretty bad. =( After dinner, Kong then popped by for a few drinks. =) Maybe I should act as though I am really not in Sg bah. =)

Everyone is waiting for something, what am I waiting for? I have no freaking idea. ~\(^.^)/~

brakes applied at |8:51 AM|

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Today is a good money day.

I got back $864 from Kong. Faith transfered $730 from the 4D n Toto. The previous tenants of my new place returned me $52. And I sold my TV for $120 (although I lost $30 but its better than letting it collect dust). WOW. Anyone else owes me $ better pay up. Thks. =)

brakes applied at |5:32 AM|

Ok was checking out other pple's blog and saw this survey which tells you what inner demon you have. This guys' one was cool thats why I did it.

Mine was really gay. =( I mean, really really gay. Reminds me of Brokeass mountain. =(

HASH(0x8598958)

You shelter a Friendly
Demon like Chrono.Peace-loving, sociable and kind, he is like the
Demon of Darkness in the way that he is
nearly always awake.He stays away from any useless conflict and always
tries to resolve problems with him head, not
his hands. Although beware not to hurt those
he loves, or he will find a way to
hurt you back, maybe 10 times worse.

What demon sleeps inside you ?
brought to you by

brakes applied at |3:11 AM|

Isnt it funnie. The harder you try to forget something, the more you remember? The more you say that something isnt important, the more important it is? I think sometimes I dun mean what I say. When I say nevermind, I really mind. When I say that I aint gona care anymore, I still do care...... WHAT THE F***! I sound like a woman. When they say no it means yes but sometimes it also means no. When they say yes, it sometimes means no. WTF. I think its cause I am a virgo, me be half a bitch. ROFL.

Actually, I think I am blogging too much liao. Like freaking 4 entries in one day. WTH, Jun was saying:"You got so much to say meh? What you say in one day is what I say in a week." I think I got the answer. COZ TJROXS and you dun. ROFL. You do lah. You rock when you get on and off the bed every morning and when you go down the stairs. Kiddin kiddin. =P Jun is nice. Me be trying to matchmake Jun with some male stripper soon.

brakes applied at |2:36 AM|

Have you ever tired so hard and put up with so much shit that when you snap you just cun be bothered? Sorry I am tired, I no longer know what you want and how I can make you happy. I can never seem to make you happy no matter what I do. I have tried so very hard. Maybe you can be truly happy now. =) Btw, I did trust you. Distance is a bitch, its even harder when communication channels are bad. I no longer know what to do now.

brakes applied at |12:10 AM|

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

If I were a werewolf and a stake was pierced thru my heart would I die? So many stakes were driven thru my heart. The last big one was:" Dun trust me so much, we were not that close." That kinda hurts quite bad. The problem is, I am a werewolf not a vampire. Anyway, it still hurts though.

BTW, JUN WTF IS TIS? ---> rhwy qoulsnr qN ny MWNSMWNRA ???

brakes applied at |11:48 PM|

Crying is normal. Actually crying is good but crying when you hear a song on the radio is wierd. Especially when you are a crybaby, especially when you miss someone and the someone's not me. ROFL. I think crying is normal. I cry often too. I cry everytime I watch porn and think when is the next time I will have sex. Anyway gotta run, chowing down a bowl of fried rice, chatting and blogging is taking up too much time. =)

brakes applied at |9:47 PM|

OMG.... I cut myself like 5 times today. Thumb, little finger, index finger, knee, ankle. The cut on my thumb was the worst. It just kept bleeding; here comes the qing cao you. I like the pain it gives. =)

On another note, I think I should go out and meet more pple. My circle of friends in Perth is quite limited. And perhaps a few new fresh faces will do me good. =)

brakes applied at |1:41 AM|

Monday, March 06, 2006

Final installment of The House of Peace Trilogy. =)

Whats behind this door? Some hot chick? The entrance to some strip joint? Nah.... read on to find out. =) Btw, this chick is blazing hot. Not just hot, its blazing hot.

Behind that door is the bathroom. =) Look! Bath tub. ME LOVE BATHTUBS. ME BE PLAYING RUBBIE DUCKIE IN THE POOL. =) How cool is that?

My car.... nah. Just thought this would be a nice car to go with our house. =) Bugatti Veron 1000bhp. U16 with 4 turbos. How fast can you go? I am thinking if I should buy a car. Feel kinda bad borrowing Jun's car always. And next semester when she moves out I would not have a car liao... thinking really hard. =(

brakes applied at |7:56 PM|

Part 2; =)

Stairway to heaven.... Nah. Staircase to our rooms on the second floor. =)

Ok. Due to privacy issues, your budding journalist cum photographer is unable to capture pictures of the rooms of celebraties Jun and Ryan. The paparazzi will try to stalk them and get you some pics. =P

My room. Table is in a bit of mess was doing a bit of reading. =)

Another pic of my room. Check out the size of that.... table. =) Big ass table. I like. How cool is that? Btw, check out Jessica checking me out 24-7. =P

The Balcony. Better service and more personalised that the farked up place in Sg. Comfortable with free flow of alcohol and drinks. 25hrs a day. Comes with free mosquito coils to keep the bugs and more importantly the mosquitos away. =)

One more part.....

brakes applied at |7:46 PM|

Been procrastinating the posting of pics of our new place. Hee hee. Too busy enjoying. Well, here they are:

This is the living room. Simple and comfortable. =) Wierd colours for the bean bags eh? The original idea was to get all black. Then some where along the line, each of us had a colour; Jun was red, Ryan was blue and mine was black.

Another picture of the same living room, just from another camera angle. =) I like the coffee table.

The dining hall. A comfortable setting with four chairs. Hey wait, now its three coz Tamleh broke one of the chairs during our house warming. =( Shag. Its like a family thingy, we have dinner almost every evening here where one of us would cook. I like. Followed by the other two who did not cook washing up. Good delegation of duties. =)

Kitchen. Where all the witchery takes place. Magical place where you discover things about pple's character. Alot can be seen from the way a person cooks. Hard place to maintain though; with all the grease and grime. Abit of elbow grease to clean up the place after every meal. =) SHAG!

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Sunday, March 05, 2006

We just had our house warming on sat. How cool is that? So many of our friends came and so much was eaten and drunk. The house is done up and cosy. Its our little home away from home. Coupled with fantastic housemates what more can an arse ask for?

And I got my belated V day present from Ad. How cool is that? I didnt know what to get her so I bought her some sun flowers. =) And I got some shit from Bodyshop. =)

Cheng was looking a table, I found a table for him. The only problem was that it was too big for his room. And so I bought it and sold him my old table. My new table is damn big... I like. =) I love big things. =p

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Friday, March 03, 2006

Was listening to my random tracks on my comp when I heard this song. Went to look for the lyrics.... pretty nice. Check it out:

You looked inside my fantasies and made each one come true,
something no one else had ever found a way to do.
I've kept the mem'ries one by one, since you took me in;
and I know I'll never love this way again.

I know I'll never love this way again,
so I keep holdin' on before the good is gone.
I know I'll never love this way again,
hold on, hold on, hold on.

A fool will lose tomorrow reaching back for yesterday;
I won't turn my head in sorrow if you should go away.
I'll stand here and remember just how good it's been,
and I know I'll never love this way again.

I know I'll never love this way again,
so I keep holdin' on before the good is gone.
I know I'll never love this way again,
hold on, hold on, hold on.

brakes applied at |1:30 AM|

Thursday, March 02, 2006

While Cheng and Ally are at the beach, I am alone at home. Jun just went out to bring her sis to the doctor and then to a meeting. I am at home waiting for Ben to bring the washing machine over. Damn hungry. I want Ally's sandwiches..... =(

Hungry and lonely, I whipped up a TJ special fried rice with leftover rice. Not bad, would prefer sandwiches made by Ally but beggars cun be choosers. =( I WANT TO BE AT THE BEACH!!!!

brakes applied at |9:58 PM|

After living with Ryan and Jun I think I have known them better than what one semester can allow. In just one week I feel that I have know them for the worth of 1 month of being friends that hang out really often.

Ryan is always so easy going and caring. He was trying to assemble Jun's wardrobe before his own cause he thought Jun was not going to do it. How nice is that? I knew that Jun wanted to do it herself so I did not interfered. I think Ryan has no temper. At least not that I know of. I should be like him, temperless. Jun is always so giving, I know that she is unhappy about somethings yet she always gives in. Btw, this gal fixed up her own wardrobe. How cool is that? Kudos to Jun. I was looking at how she was fitting it all together. DAMN SLOW. If the guys at Ikea did it the way she did no one would want to assemble it themselves. However, I can see her concentration and determination on making it perfect. It did turn out perfect though. =) Jun is a perfectionist who gives in to imperfection too often. Good gal hope she can find someone who loves her and she loves too. Btw, Ryan is not gay. He does watch porn and likes gals. Heng.... I am safe. =P

I am so going to enjoy staying at MEGALONG (I always thought it was a nice name for a guy's home) =)

brakes applied at |10:45 AM|

We went to Ikea to buy some stuff for our new place. Jun bought a wardrobe, Cheng bought a bookshelve. Freddy bought a seat cushion. Ally and Freddy bought some fish caviar or something like that. I bought some tea lights and a light bulb. And we also bought a living room table. Looks like our new place is beginning to look more and more like a home away from home. HOW COOL IS THAT?

Anyway we had dinner at Idea. Cheng, Freddy and Ally had meat balls (good shit, beef though and I dun eat beef). Jun and me had fish and chips. Lousy shit, batter is like twice the size of the fish =( Bad dinner. It was all cool, all of us out like that. =)

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